December's here, another four weeks of madness, anxiety, laughs, fights, learning, forgetting, spending and saving. Another four weeks to have an astounding, life-altering revelation, to realize that yes, Kyle broke my heart but that doesn't mean I can't survive. Mel and I are no longer best friends but that doesn't mean we can't have fun. The girls and I always have our problems but that doesn't mean we can't sort them out. Mom isn't home anymore and I feel alone in a big house most nights but that doesn't mean I can't be strong. John's in the hospital with a coma but that doesn't mean he won't make it. Erica doesn't see me everyday but that doesn't mean I have no one to talk to when I really need it.
These are the only people I have. I can't just push them away because I'm being anti-social, or I don't want to face the problem obstructing me. Eventually, I will have to talk to Kyle and I will have to get over being annoyed at Mel. I will have to be strong and bear through it all and work out my problems one by one. Everything feels so frayed right now and it's easier just to curl up in my bed and hide from the world.
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