Spiec Girls

Today six of my friends and I all went to IHOP afterschool for free pancakes! They were delicious, and we had a great time dancing in the car and getting strange looks from old people and children. Really, it's just another day in the life with my friends.

Although I feel relatively secure in all my friendships, I still feel afraid of being an annoyance to everyone. I don't know what my problem is, everyone says they love me more than once a day.

Oh, how I've yet to be saved

I saw a certain boy again today, and I can't help but wonder if the face I involuntarily make occurs before I leave his eyesight, or after. I can't imagine that it's a terribly pleasant face; I don't have many terribly pleasant memories with him. I wonder if he ever sees that face.

Despite the massive amount of ice that is currently on the ground from the storm last night, I remain hopeful about spring. Winter cannot leave us fast enough, and I am desparate for any hint of spring.

Most likely to be voted "Adorable"

What a mission the past few days have been, but I wouldn't trade them for the world.

In other news, my love for 90's & early 2000's music has grown exponentially. :) I just used exponentially in a sentence. Also, on an even more unrelated topic, I really wish people were more optimistic. I get weared down trying to lift their spirits all day.

Dear Life,

When did my friends ever get so demanding? I am only one person, and I can only do one thing at a time. The amount of people I have to update hourly with my plans is getting exhausting. What ever happened to "whatever happens, happens"?

Also, the amount of food vs. the amount of liquid I consume has changed dramatically. Meaning that I've been drinking a lot more to make up for the amount of food I've stopped eating. I just forget, and now I'm eating perfectly good pork chops that are starting to taste like vomit. I don't think I'm very healthy.

Love, Me

This is our fate, I'm yours

I miss summer. Hooray for being on February vacation and everything, but honestly, I need the warmth again. This is the time of year when you feel like winter just might stay forever.

"I'm not a cat-killer."

Yesterday was Adventure Day for Devon, Katie, and I, and after picking up our usual drinks at Starbucks, we drove all over. First, we went to Newbury Comics, and amused ourselves with their amazing Doctor Who collectibles. Then, we went in search for decent Post-its for an hour, finally finding them at Target. Then, we came back to my house and chilled for a little while.

Basically, yesterday was a mission. :)

On your convenience

Today was my first day back to school since Friday, when I got dismissed. I've been very sick the past few days, and today didn't do anything to help speed up my recovery. Still, I had to be there. I still feel like I'm dying. :(

On the other hand, Adventure Day is tomorrow. :)

Call me a liar, but I'm not lying

Whatever provoked you to send me that, I have no idea. It doesn't matter. What matters is that I have no idea how to respond to this, and now this is making it really awkward. I don't know. I know what you went through with your previous significant other, but you have no idea what I went through with mine. I am not ready for that, as pathetic as it sounds. I'm not ready to dance again. I don't know when I will be; I can't trust boys anymore. I had a lot of fun with you, but I just don't see you that way. I'm sorry, and I feel like such an idiot for letting you fall like that. I probably should have said something.

I don't know how I get boys to fall for me, still, when I don't do anything whatsoever. They are very low on my priority list, I don't know how I still make it to the top on theirs.