I don't feel like I'm in control of my life. I feel some people are pushing and shoving their way to be more important than others in my life, which cannot happen. Family always comes first for me; I have a big family who I don't see very often so I have to accomodate them when the opportunity arises. At the moment, I'm very stressed, scared, confused, and tired, and I feel that even though I want to be in Waltham with my Dad and my best friend, I really should be back home with my mom. She can calm me down when I feel like this; and she can comfort me. I want to be with my family, not just my friends. I've traveled far too much since the last time I've taken a break, and I feel I need to sit back and relax for a while. I want to spend quality time with my dad, but he doesn't realize how much I've been through these past few months, and how tired I really am. Just as everyone else is getting up after the long winter, I'm ready to hibernate. I'm scared.
I need longer than a week to fix what's wrong with me.
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