Forever is over

I'm not sure if I'm excited about school or not, but it's coming up in a week and I'm so depressed about summer ending. I feel like I don't know where the summer went, and I guess I'll feel a lot better once I finish my summer homework. I will have my lisence soon, I may be getting Krista's old job, and I will be a senior in high school, so I feel like I should be on top of the world, but I'm not. It's the summer homework, it's not knowing what to expect for APENG, it's my last year and I have a brand new principal who is supposedly a dictator. I want to be able to enjoy this year, I want to suddenly, magically be able to balance everything when I failed in the past. But right now, I'm not prepared, and it would be sort of awesome if I could be.